MELODY IN FOUR VOICES

© Dana W. Paxson 2005

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MELODY IN FOUR VOICES

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“I’m back,” Grendel‘s voice rumbled. Andrew and Ezzar turned their faces toward the doorway. The huge andro stood with a little figure silhouetted beside him. Andrew recognized the girl he had called to. “She came back,” Grendel said. He grinned widely enough to show his crooked teeth.

“Jan?” Andrew called. “Jan, here, it’s Daddy.” He beckoned to her, but she just stood by Grendel. Slowly he approached her and reached out. She allowed him to pick her up, her finger in her mouth. Andrew studied her. Is it just my wanting that makes her mine? Or is it really Jan? “Can you talk to me?” Her only answer was a slow curling and uncurling of her fingers. After a few minutes Andrew looked up at Ezzar and Grendel watching them. He looked over at Martin‘s body for a long moment.

“I loved him,” Andrew said, “And now I can’t even bury him. You know, he was a good man. He really tried.” He hung his head.

The silence lasted a long time.

Andrew turned to Ezzar. “I guess we’d better find food and a place to rest.” Feeling in his pocket, he cradled the datacard he had found in a time and place that seemed infinitely remote. “After that, I’ve got to try to find my son.” They took Martin‘s gun, and Andrew arranged his brother’s body in a corner, its hands folded, the expression on its face neutral. Andrew clenched his fist around a small packet he had found in Martin‘s coverall: rings and numeroseal.

Martin had been the driver, the smart one. Andrew, Raul and Norwell had always turned to him when they were baffled, and he had always found a way to get them moving forward again. What would they do now without him? I’ll find a way to come back and stand the blood for you, and take your bones. And I won’t send them to Return, like we did with Dad. I’ll put you up near the farm. Grief and pain surged and subsided in him, like a rare desert rain that fell and ran, and left him parched again.

Andrew picked up the little girl. They all moved out into a left-bending corridor, vacant, silent and long. As he walked, Ezzar‘s arm moved gently across his upper back. Her hand patted his shoulder for a moment, then fell away. From Grendel came a weaving fugal melody in four voices. His foot dragged slightly, but he grinned crookedly against the darkness.

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